Tuesday, February 14, 2012

One Tree Hill, the show that saved my life


From the title, you would have guessed that I'm a huge fan of One Tree Hill, and probably think I'm a lunatic for saying a show saves people. If you're thinking that, you're wrong.

2010 was the year I was in a dark place. I think I hit the lowest of lows thanks to somebody who couldn't keep their mouth shut and put me in a whole lot pain & confusion.

Sadly, I didn't pick up watching One Tree Hill during my darkest days. I started watching it in late 2010, probably November or December. Took a lot to get past the Pilot because it was in a 4:3 format. :P Once I got passed the first episode, I could not stop watching. I got addicted because I started to relate with the characters. If you're wondering which character I would be, it will be a cross between Lucas & Haley.

There are times when I wished I had a friendship like Brooke and Peyton. A best friend you can run to and talk about anything. Without the drama of boys that is lol!

Also, lies were told. People telling you they are gonna be there for you when you need them the most, however they vanish and they think it's alright to waltz right back into your life like its okay.



The show is coming to an end. 9 seasons, 187 episodes. I was lucky enough to go to Wilmington, North Carolina where they filmed One Tree Hill. Let me just say, that the photo's will be up soon on my photobucket. When its up, it would be a 'Suemitraa invades Tree Hill' *inserts evil laugh*

If you are a fan of One Tree Hill, please leave a comment below on how much the show means to you. If you're lucky, who knows, the cast of One Tree Hill could give YOU a shout out. 

Till the next post (that is coming up shortly) take care everyone! Have a great week ahead.

One Tree Hill, the show that saved my life


From the title, you would have guessed that I'm a huge fan of One Tree Hill, and probably think I'm a lunatic for saying a show saves people. If you're thinking that, you're wrong.

2010 was the year I was in a dark place. I think I hit the lowest of lows thanks to somebody who couldn't keep their mouth shut and put me in a whole lot pain & confusion.

Sadly, I didn't pick up watching One Tree Hill during my darkest days. I started watching it in late 2010, probably November or December. Took a lot to get past the Pilot because it was in a 4:3 format. :P Once I got passed the first episode, I could not stop watching. I got addicted because I started to relate with the characters. If you're wondering which character I would be, it will be a cross between Lucas & Haley.

There are times when I wished I had a friendship like Brooke and Peyton. A best friend you can run to and talk about anything. Without the drama of boys that is lol!

Also, lies were told. People telling you they are gonna be there for you when you need them the most, however they vanish and they think it's alright to waltz right back into your life like its okay.



The show is coming to an end. 9 seasons, 187 episodes. I was lucky enough to go to Wilmington, North Carolina where they filmed One Tree Hill. Let me just say, that the photo's will be up soon on my photobucket. When its up, it would be a 'Suemitraa invades Tree Hill' *inserts evil laugh*

If you are a fan of One Tree Hill, please leave a comment below on how much the show means to you. If you're lucky, who knows, the cast of One Tree Hill could give YOU a shout out. 

Till the next post (that is coming up shortly) take care everyone! Have a great week ahead.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

2012

So much for trying to update a lot more last year yeah? LOL. Truth is, I got bored, no inspiration, the list can go on. I think it would be easier if pretended that I'm actually talking to someone. Yeah, sounds like a good idea. 

2012. Finally got my internship started. I'm proud to say that I'm an intern at Malaysia's number 1 English hit station, hitz.fm :)

I need to get the episodes of 'Take Me Out' that I was on, so that you may laugh at the episodes while I hide my face in a paperbag :B

It is funny how I have 799 friends on facebook, yet I can't go running to anyone of them when I need someone to talk to. It is not like I need to feel the love from so many people, but the fact that I don't have a safety net? I probably did have a Brooke & Peyton friendship with 1 person. But now, guess what? We're practically like strangers, again.

Everyone I put my faith in has disappointed me to the point that I have no faith in anyone. I expect people to disappoint, I expect that to screw up, heck it's like nothing matters anymore. Most of my good friends are not even here.

There are nights when I can't sleep and all my mind does is replay the good times and then hits me in the gut by shoving reality in my face. Of course, listen to sad songs when you're already sad and then you become depressed. 

I'm so sorry that I cared

2012

So much for trying to update a lot more last year yeah? LOL. Truth is, I got bored, no inspiration, the list can go on. I think it would be easier if pretended that I'm actually talking to someone. Yeah, sounds like a good idea. 

2012. Finally got my internship started. I'm proud to say that I'm an intern at Malaysia's number 1 English hit station, hitz.fm :)

I need to get the episodes of 'Take Me Out' that I was on, so that you may laugh at the episodes while I hide my face in a paperbag :B

It is funny how I have 799 friends on facebook, yet I can't go running to anyone of them when I need someone to talk to. It is not like I need to feel the love from so many people, but the fact that I don't have a safety net? I probably did have a Brooke & Peyton friendship with 1 person. But now, guess what? We're practically like strangers, again.

Everyone I put my faith in has disappointed me to the point that I have no faith in anyone. I expect people to disappoint, I expect that to screw up, heck it's like nothing matters anymore. Most of my good friends are not even here.

There are nights when I can't sleep and all my mind does is replay the good times and then hits me in the gut by shoving reality in my face. Of course, listen to sad songs when you're already sad and then you become depressed. 

I'm so sorry that I cared