2012

So much for trying to update a lot more last year yeah? LOL. Truth is, I got bored, no inspiration, the list can go on. I think it would be easier if pretended that I'm actually talking to someone. Yeah, sounds like a good idea. 

2012. Finally got my internship started. I'm proud to say that I'm an intern at Malaysia's number 1 English hit station, hitz.fm :)

I need to get the episodes of 'Take Me Out' that I was on, so that you may laugh at the episodes while I hide my face in a paperbag :B

It is funny how I have 799 friends on facebook, yet I can't go running to anyone of them when I need someone to talk to. It is not like I need to feel the love from so many people, but the fact that I don't have a safety net? I probably did have a Brooke & Peyton friendship with 1 person. But now, guess what? We're practically like strangers, again.

Everyone I put my faith in has disappointed me to the point that I have no faith in anyone. I expect people to disappoint, I expect that to screw up, heck it's like nothing matters anymore. Most of my good friends are not even here.

There are nights when I can't sleep and all my mind does is replay the good times and then hits me in the gut by shoving reality in my face. Of course, listen to sad songs when you're already sad and then you become depressed. 

I'm so sorry that I cared